Movement

Oh, the lessons I’ve learned and the person I’m becoming. The unthinkable cost it has claimed - your life.

I would not be who I am today without the life we lived together and also the experience of losing you from this earth. Altogether, who I am today is so much because of who you are. And even though you’ve left this earth, you still “are” in my life. You’re in the fibers of who I am, the way I think, how I love, and how I see my future. I continue to take care of my physical, emotional, and mental health because of how you loved me so deeply.

You are my motivation.
You are my momentum.
You are mine forever.

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I will move forward, step by step, because your love compels me. We have built something incredible together. You deposited your legacy all over in this world, and now you know that better than all of us. You see the bigger picture. Sometimes, I’m jealous of that. I wish I could understand what you know now. I’m still here in this foggy picture of a world with its limited understanding. That has to be okay because I cannot change that fact and must accept it. So, I live forward with my glimpses of clarity and understanding.

I will build upon the foundation we’ve laid together. I choose to keep building, keep growing, keep learning, and listening.

Bailaré contigo por siempre mi amor.