New Thought Habits

I'm reaching a point where I can automatize several new habits of thought. They are: I am free of guilt, full of peace, and trust in God. Also, I have the confidence and grace to tell our story with honor. God is equipping me with all that I need to share. It took time and surrender to bring me here.

Let me share a personal revelation with you. It's a flat-out miracle that I've reached this point. If I had given in to the despair of my pain and the negative thoughts it produced, I wouldn't be experiencing this peace, calm, and freedom from guilt. Through the Holy Spirit's divine intervention and His tender care, I've embarked on a journey of healing. It's a miraculous transformation that I'm deeply, deeply grateful for.

Asking God to intervene and talk to me has been the critical new thought that has perpetuated me into His healing. He says, just come to me. Ask. And as much as I'd felt I did this before, I continued choosing to do this again and again. I asked Him to teach me how to pray again. I asked Him to help me sleep. I asked Him to show me any thoughts I had that He disagreed with. I asked Him to keep His word to me that He would be with me unto the very end of the age.

He did.

He showed me how to pray as though I had not prayed before. He gave me ideas and hope that I could one day see myself whole and healed in my soul. He gave me peace and rest in my mind and body when I could have easily been deeply disturbed to no end. He exposed the lies I was believing that were deteriorating my heart. He spoke His living Truth to me, which overcame the lies. He gave me hope because I noticed He had been with me in my darkest moments. I saw how God was with Rich in his darkest moments, too. These things don't make sense to the rational, "I want to understand everything" mind. They only make sense in the comfort of the Heavenly Father's presence.

"For we did not receive the spirit of this world system but the Spirit of God, so that we might come to understand and experience all that grace has lavished upon us."

1 Corinthians 2:12 TPT

"So above all, guard the affections of your heart, for they affect all that you are. Pay attention to the welfare of your innermost being, for from there flows the wellspring of life."

Proverbs 4:23 TPT

I am beginning to share more about my story, my relationship with my late husband and the unexpected loss of his life in the earth that shook my entire world. This is a tender and gradual process. I'll share as I feel that I'm ready and am led by the Spirit of God to do so.

More to come.